Dreams to reality.

The truth of the matter is that I'm not crazy. The truth is that I just want to have fun. I just want to live life as lively and exciting as possible. I accepted a long time ago that life sucks, that there will always be some type of pain and heartache to experience. Some new burden, some new trial or tribulation. But just because that is so, it doesn't mean that we have to sit back and live our lives like that. I want to go on adventures, I want to go camping and get stuck in the pouring rain. I want to jump in a fountain in a suit, I want to play hide and seek in Walmart, and go to the mall and try on clothes that I can't afford. But I don't just want to do these things by myself. I want to do these things with my best friend, with someone that knows me, that wants to understand me, that seeks to understand me. I wan't to go on long road trips, I want to stay up late watching TV and pouring out my thoughts. I want to love someone so much until I know that I truly can't love them anymore. I want to know that everyday I wake up, and every night I go to bed that I've given someone everything that I possibly can and have to give. To me there is no greater feeling than having sacrificed everything you can for someone else. I want to stare into the eyes of the woman of my dreams and vow to give my life for her, in sickness and in health. I want to experience the beauty of sex within marriage. But I think above all of these things what I seek the most, is someone that is willing to do all of these things for me as well. Someone that enjoys being goofy, someone that likes silly jokes and cheap food. Someone that find's happiness in what they do and who they are with, instead of what they have and how they are viewed.
I want to have a house that is full of genuineness, love, and warmth. I want to be able all of those things for people that no one was for me. I want to be someone that gives people the inspiration, the advice, the wisdom, that they need to succeed.